A Tale from Crosshollow
As told by the Keepers of Magical Tales
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Eda's seed shop sat back from the crossroads on the lane that ran toward the mill, in a low stone building that had been a granary once and still smelled faintly of it — grain and dust and something drier underneath, the particular breath of a thousand dormant things waiting for their season. The front room held wooden bins along both walls, each one labeled in Eda's careful hand: parsnip, leek, borage, sorrel, winter savory, a dozen kinds of bean. Bundles of dried herbs hung from the low rafters beside braided strings of seed heads — poppy, nigella, honesty — their papery pods catching the light from the single wide window that faced the lane. In winter the window gathered what pale sun there was and spread it across the worn oak counter where Eda worked, sorting and labeling and mending the small cloth packets she sold in spring.

Against the back wall, beside the door to the storeroom, sat two chairs with a small table between them. A kettle lived on the iron hook over the hearth. In the slow months between October and March, when there was no planting to advise on and the bins needed only occasional tending, the chairs were rarely empty for long. Eda made good tea and asked few questions and the combination had made her shop the kind of place people arrived at without quite deciding to go there.
Liss came in on a Tuesday afternoon in late November with mud on her hem and a look on her face her mother recognized from twenty years of watching it.
She didn't say anything at first. She came behind the counter and stood beside Eda and picked up a handful of bean seeds from the sorting tray and set them down again. Eda continued working.
"I went to see him," Liss said.
Eda's hands kept moving. "Did you."
"He was civil. He was perfectly civil." She said the word as though it had offended her. "I thought if I explained again — if I said it differently this time — "
"And did you? Say it differently?"
A pause. "I said more of it."
Eda set down the packet she was labeling and looked at her daughter for a moment. Then she picked up another one.
"Sit down, Liss."
Liss sat in one of the chairs by the hearth but didn't settle into it. She sat the way a person sits when they're planning to stand up again shortly and do something else unhelpful.
"He knows," Eda said, from the counter. "He knew before you went the first time. He knew before you went yesterday. You haven't told him anything he doesn't already have."
"Then why hasn't he — "
"Because it isn't ready yet."
Liss opened her mouth. The door opened before she could speak, and Maren came in with a basket over her arm and cold air behind her, unwinding her scarf and looking around the shop with the particular alertness she brought to every room she entered.
"Eda. I need your last borage seed if you have it, and — " She stopped. Looked at Liss. Looked at Eda. Read whatever was written in the air between them in the span of about two seconds. "And I'll have some of that tea if there's water hot."
She hung her scarf on the hook by the door and settled into the second chair by the hearth as though she had been planning to spend the afternoon there all along.

Eda made the tea. The shop was quiet except for the small sounds of her work — the scrape of the kettle, the papery rustle of seed packets, the occasional knock of a bin lid. Outside, the lane was empty. A rook called once from somewhere in the direction of the Ashwood and then didn't again.
Maren took her cup and looked up at the strings of dried seed heads above her. "Those poppies from your garden?"
"The ones along the south wall," Eda said. "Good germination rate on those. I've been saving from that line for six years now."
"Six years." Maren turned her cup in her hands. "How long before you knew they were worth saving?"
"Third year I had a proper crop from them. First two years you couldn't have told they were anything special."
Liss was looking at the fire.
"The first winter I tried saving poppy seed," Maren said conversationally, "I kept going into the garden to check the bed. Every few days. Thought I could tell something from the soil." She shook her head. "Oswin watched me do it for about a fortnight and then said, very quietly, that I was welcome to keep checking but the seeds couldn't feel my impatience and the cold could."
Eda made a small sound that was almost a laugh. "What did you do?"
"Went inside. Left them alone." She paused. "They came up in March. Every one of them."
The fire shifted. A seed head turned slowly on its string in the warmth rising from the hearth.
"The hard part," Eda said, to no one in particular, moving behind the counter, "is that there's a thing you can do for a seed and a thing you can't. You can choose the right one for the soil. You can plant it at the right depth. You can water it and leave it in good ground and trust that the conditions are right." She straightened a row of packets. "What you can't do is go down into the dark and move it along yourself. It's doing something down there that has nothing to do with you. It just needs time and the right conditions and to be left to it."
Liss had gone very still.
"And if you dig it up to check," Maren said, almost gently, "you don't find nothing. You find something that was just beginning, and now it's in your hand in the cold air, and — " She lifted one shoulder. "Well."
Nobody said anything for a moment.
Then Liss put her cup down on the table and stood up and straightened her coat. Her face was composed in the way faces compose themselves when something has landed that a person isn't ready to answer yet.
"I should get back," she said.
Eda came around the counter and held her daughter's face briefly in both hands — the gesture of a moment, nothing more — and then let her go. Liss took her scarf from the hook, nodded to Maren, and went out into the grey afternoon.
The door closed. The seed heads swayed once and were still.
Maren looked into her cup. "She'll be all right."
"She will," Eda said. She went back behind the counter and picked up where she'd left off. "She just needs to leave it alone long enough."
Maren nodded slowly and said nothing further. Outside the window the lane stayed empty and the light went the particular pale gold it goes in Crosshollow on late November afternoons, when the season is neither one thing nor the other and the world is doing its quiet work underground.

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The seed knows what it's doing in the dark.
The gardener's work is to plant well, and trust.
— From the Archives of the Keepers of Magical Tales —
